Awwwww damn! And here I thought I'd finally have the chance to know a real live millionaire! lol It's ok, I'm happy I know you, regardless of how much money you have or don't have. (Even if you did kill me in werewolf! lol)
BB
wow oh wow...what should i ever do with all that much money.... mrs. adina f. agana.
credit accounts officer.
head office equitable pci bank twr.. mkt avenue.
Awwwww damn! And here I thought I'd finally have the chance to know a real live millionaire! lol It's ok, I'm happy I know you, regardless of how much money you have or don't have. (Even if you did kill me in werewolf! lol)
BB
you know i never been happier, got the best relationship i ever had, living life free............. but you know there is still the old nagging in the back of my mind.
i miss my jw days, and i don't think i'll ever escape them.
guess it's just a part of me.....
No Min......No crush on BB ;-)
Aaawwww Scooby, you're breakin my heart! I've seen your pic and have to admit I have a wee crush on you, but, alas, I know you are unattainable. What is your heart telling you Scooby? What makes you happier? What is it that is drawing your thoughts back to the JW's? What is the hold it still has for you? Once you realize what that hold is, then you can break it and finally move forward. BB
you know i never been happier, got the best relationship i ever had, living life free............. but you know there is still the old nagging in the back of my mind.
i miss my jw days, and i don't think i'll ever escape them.
guess it's just a part of me.....
You know I never been happier, got the best relationship I ever had, living life free............. but you know there is still the old nagging in the back of my mind. I miss my JW days, and I don't think I'll ever escape them. And you know, it's not like I want to. Guess it's just a part of me.....
It will always be a part of you, but remember how happy you are NOW. We tend to have rose coloured glasses when it comes to the past sometimes. We long for the "good ole days" but when you really think about it, were they really "good" days? When we were living it, it did seem good, but when you sit back and really look at it, how happy were you really? I know I wasn't, I can see that now. You say you have right now the best relationship you've ever had, you know you wouldn't beable to have the relationship you have now if you were a JW. Concentrate on what's good in your life right now, not what may have been good in the past. Always look forward friend! BB
it would be great wouldn't it?
if there was a room at the back of the hall that had a bar with a selection a fine handpulled ales & spirits.
the lights were lowered slightly, and some background tunes (not kingdom melodies) were playing, and there were some nice cosy chairs to lounge in.. after the meeting you could and have a few pints and have a laugh about how boring crap someones talk was.
I could just see that over time in this KH, a pole would be installed. Then sisters Bumble Bee and sweetface would be in regular meeting attendance.
You know sweetface my stripper name is Angel Slidehoney. Mmmm, honey . That could be one way to get me back in a KH. You, me, some honey, oh yeah, I can see that! BB
today i go for an interview for my dream job.
i start the sojourn in a few minutes, as it is a 3 hour drive.
please send good vibes and/or prayers my way if you are able.
Really good news! When it rains it pours doesn't it? lol
I saw your pic before you left for your interview, yummy, very debonair indeed!
Keeping my fingers crossed for good offers for you!
BB
well, yesterday was probably the last time i'll see my uncle alive.
i was aprehensive about the visit, but all in all it went ok. (you can find the back info here http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/152688/1.ashx and here http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/152696/1.ashx).
we got to the hospital and my three cousins were there with their children (who i haven't seen in many many years).
Those few extra seconds on that hug was telling you he loved you back.
Dinah, that's what I'd like to think too.
Hi, sorry your uncle is going through this. He seems good about his decision and his family is with him. That is important.
While I often have issue with the WT stance on blood, I also have an issue with extending life just to extend it-and suffering for the entire time. I have seen people 'fight' for just a few months-and they knew thats all they would get. I don't understand that suffering just to call it 'life'. I know that often blood can be the difference between life and death, but in his case, it really would not have been anything but a band aid.
JWdaughter, that is one of the things we talked about, what his quality of life would be if he did accept the recommended treatment, and really it would not be a quality of life at all. I don't take your comments as critisim and know where you are coming from. There does come a point where you have to make the tough decision, and he really seemed at peace with his.
HI BB - I know you were a little apprehensive about the whole thing - it sounded like it went well.
Loubelle - it did go better than I expected, thank you.
Situations with an entire room full of Dubs can be intimidating, I am glad that you got the chance to get some positive closure on the relationship that you had with him.
JK, you got that right! Even though they were all my family, they are JW's first and foremost, and I wasn't sure what to expect. I was actually more worried about how they'd accept memario because of his gotee, than I was for myself.
BB
they were estranged for years and only made progress on healing the rift during the last two or three years.
his passing was pretty sudden and he was not so lucid in the final month.
i encouraged my friend to call his father and talk to him, even if his dad didn't appear to understand.
He asked me if we were going to induct him into the club (Our dad's are dead club?). I had to laugh.
LOL, yeah you have to have a sense of humour about this, otherwise you'll go crazy! I guess I can join your club? (or are girls not allowed )
they were estranged for years and only made progress on healing the rift during the last two or three years.
his passing was pretty sudden and he was not so lucid in the final month.
i encouraged my friend to call his father and talk to him, even if his dad didn't appear to understand.
Aaawwww, cyd, what a wonderful thing you've done for your friend and are going to do for him. I'm sure he's going to need someone to be there for him after the funeral, and like you said, even if it's just to sit and drink in silence, your presence will be a comfort to him.
BB
remember that song, the thousands of examples of good jws standing up to the secular authorities?
we used to sing it "herman's determined" lol!.
i've been a member on this site for almost a year, why is it we allow our loved ones to keep us from taking a stand?
I finally had to with my step mother and sister. There was just no hiding things anymore. It did NOT go well at first. She attacked me, said really hurtful things, called me apostate, went to the elders in her hall and told them, told my brother she took me out of her will, and there is alot more. Somehow I managed to keep my Irish temper in check, told her I was sorry she felt that way, that it was her decision to close the door on our relationship, not mine, I would always be here.
I have to say, when I finally did tell her and even after the reaction I got, I felt a tremendous weight off of my shoulders. I felt "free" finally. After several months of no contact, she came by and apologized, and we have an agreement to not talk about religion. She's stuck to her word so far, although I have a feeling it's going to come up with what's going on with my uncle. We'll see.
BB
Shorts , socks, and a t shirt. Always have to be ready to roll, god forbid if something goes down.
Well, that is one thing that always bothers me about sleeping nude. What if there was a fire. You always hear stories about people that escapted with only the clothes on their back . I saw a video once of a man being helped down a fire truck ladder completely nude. That's not exactly how I picture my 15 minutes of fame! BB